Lyrics Holding On - Wherestoday

I'm a mess, I don't care if it wasn't properly disclosed
I don't know how to go on without you
More or less, now the door for our road together is closed
Should I go on my own without you

Thinking of memories makes me lose pace
Cause well, the past sure seems so seamless
But there's a part of me that I just won't chase
Cause well, we've only scratched the surface

But I don't want to erode by the sands of time
For my attempts reduced to dust
Will I lose my life at the hands of my pastime
To lust what I cannot trust, is this what we wanted?

Tell me why my faith's broken to the core
I gotta try not to stare at the world from a dome
So now that you're gone, it's my turn to stop to roam
I am in the wrong so I'll sing along
Cause I'm holding on until the cows come home

You're at rest, though you pretty much kept our dreams afloat
High or low, they were hard to get through
We're the best, through the cruel tidal waves we hung on to the boat
But the flow never looked so blue

Mystery can't appease my internalized race
Cause well, the future seems so heartless
And there's a part of me that'll take its place
Cause I forbid myself to lose face

But I don't want to erode by the sands of time
For my attempts reduced to dust
Will I lose my mind at a mountain I can't climb
And adjust to a life unjust, this ain't what we wanted

Tell me why my faith's broken to the core
I gotta try not to stare at the world from a dome
So now that you're gone, it's my turn to stop to roam
I am in the wrong so I'll sing along
Cause I'm holding on until the cows come home

We keep our heads in the storm clouds
To live out of thinking out loud
But can we count on ephemeral sparks
To survive in the dark

Tell me why my faith's broken to the core
I gotta try not to stare at the world from a dome
So now that you're gone, it's my turn to stop to roam
I am in the wrong so I'll sing along
Cause I'm holding on until the cows come home

Until you come back home