Lyrics Burden (feat. Hard Target & Ileigha Kohoutek) - Whitney Peyton feat. Hard Target & Ileigha Kohoutek

I been lookin for you, yeah I been searchin.
Just wanna talk awhile, I don't wanna burden
You with, the pain i feel, man I been hurtin,
When I'm not with you I don't feel like I'm a person no More.
I'm just a ghost now, just a ghost now.
My home is lonely and its lookin like a ghost
Town, I don't feel like this is real life, gotta tell
Me straight, what's the deal I,
Never knew what commitment ment now I'm
Here tryin fix this mess, every night I close my
Eyes, and I pretend that your in this bed.
You swear to God that I'm unfaithful,
I swear To God that I am, that's a lot of swearin that's
Why I'm cursed, but I deserve it because
Back before you I wasn't a perfect person and
I could see why you would think I'd do you
Dirty, I've earned that reputation, I've burned
That many bridges, I know I learned my lesson,
It hurt me when I did it.
We don't talk, I think you changed your Number,
The last we saw each other I can't
Really remember. I was mistaken when I said it
Would get better, now im sittin here in limbo
But I know I'll wait forever.
I been lookin for you, yeah I been searchin.
Just wanna talk awhile I don't wanna burden
You with, the pain I feel, yeah I been hurtin
When I'm not with you I don't feel like I'm a Person no more.
Now I pray that you might call back, while I'm
Sittin in an empty room, staring at a blank TV,
And the cigarette burns as I sit and reminisce
About you. About your truth, and about your
Lies, if you really cared you would be here
Now, but instead I am trapped in a room by my
Goddamn self, and I'm prayin that i might get
Out, but I know that I can't and I know I wont.
Say what you feel but I know you dont, you can
Take my life, you can break my heart, but I
Swear this time, this time I'm gone. I just came
To talk, but you hangin up I guess everything,
It just ain't enough, you say something, then Take it back,
I'm not sure really what to make Of this, but in fact,
Be with him tell him Everything that you told me too, tell him that
He means everything in the world to you, the
Same bullshit you put me through, maybe im a
Burden, no I'm not perfect, I said that I loved
You and I ment every word of it, but you turned
Me out, then walked away. I guess this is why I
Just called to say...
I been lookin for you, yeah I been searchin.
Just wanna talk awhile I don't wanna burden
You with the pain I feel, yeah I been hurtin
When I'm not with you I don't feel like I'm a person no more.
I've thought about it, you ain't perfect. Matter
Of fact, we the same person. I'm fucked up,
Your fucked up, its in my head like a brain
Surgeon. I can't take anybody who claims I'm
The one to blame, this all feels outta body, get
Chills when I hear your name.
Can we talk About it, be about it, put it up online let them
Read about it, I don't care what they thinkin,
Can't picture me with out you,
You got this Glow about you, it looks like gold around you,
But who riches if you see the sum that we
Amount too, no bank account could take us
Out, we priceless. I Love you, then i hate you,
Then I love you I might switch back and forth
But your my future, Im a psychic. If you don't
Know what I'm thinkin, listen up because its like this...
I been lookin for you, yeah I been searchin.
Just wanna talk awhile I don't wanna burden You with the pain I feel,
Yeah I been hurtin When I'm not with you
I don't feel like I'm a person no more...