Lyrics Dead Inside - Why Everyone Left

Wish me good luck and leave
I′ll never be the same
You made this pit I'm fallin′ in
I wish I could forget your name
I may be lost but I keep tellin' everyone
I'm fine but I can′t feel myself alive

Cause now I′m dead inside
If I opened up would you believe me?
It's like an endless night
I′m screamin' but no one can hear me
I′m leavin' you behind
Loneliness will show me the meaning
Just promise me you won′t be there
Cause now I'm dead inside

Last night I took a walk I couldn't sleep again
I wrote a letter to myself I′ll never have the nerve to read
Take time to heal up
Never put the others first again
Be strong enough to pick yourself up
When nobody will

Cause now I′m dead inside
If I opened up would you believe me?
It's like an endless night
I′m screamin' but no one can hear me
I′m leavin' you behind
Loneliness will show me the meaning
Just promise me you won′t be there
Cause now I'm dead inside

And if you're comin′ to save me
I′m gonna show you the mess that I've become
There′s no way
I'll ever be okay
With you around
Don′t make a sound
Cause now I'm finally starting to make plans
To move on
I hate to feel alone

Cause now I′m dead inside
If I opened up would you believe me?
It's like an endless night
I'm screamin′ but no one can hear me
I′m leavin' you behind
Loneliness will show me the meaning
Just promise me you won′t be there
Cause now I'm dead inside