Lyrics 9th Grade Vibe - Will2Live

Yeah we're graduating
Everyday is changing
Nothing will ever be better
I can't say goodbye forever

I think about these memories every time that I listen to Logic
I don't think you understand how much I listen to Logic
I miss those days way back in 9th grade
Sitting in theater class with that aid
I hated that class till it came to an end
But everything was so much simpler back then
Back around the time that we became friends
I wish I could go back and sit there again
You told me that I could make rapping
Said keep practicing and it'll happen
You don't know how thankful I am for that
Especially when no one else had my back
We sat in that class and put on a trashy play
We sat in that class and hated everyday
But now I wish that I could sit in there again
Everything changed so much but I didn't know it then

Looking at time that wasn't well spent
There are things that I wish I could prevent
But I wouldn't be the me you see
I'd be the me that I wish I could see
Maybe not the perfect version of me
But the me who would seem to agree
With the perfect ideal of myself
Someone who doesn't need any help
I'd be strong on my own no need for you
But we both know that it would never be true
And I'm sorry I'm so disappointing
I try to be loved but I am posing
I wanna change but there's no point
So again I'm sorry to disappoint
I don't want my condition to worsen
Maybe I'd be better off as a different person

I wanna relive all these moments
Even the ones that are broken
I hate the way that I used to think
No perception on the grand scheme of things
Now I can see the ways that I've grown
From a little kid afraid of being alone
Now I look too much on the future and past
I don't know how much longer this will last
Change is a constant everywhere I go
Moments I love that took place long ago
I promise that I have never felt this low
I was told that change was always slow
Looking back is a brutal blade
And I am the only one to blame
The reason I think of 9th grade
Cause nothing has stayed the same

Yeah we graduated
Everyday is changing
Nothing will ever be better
I can't say goodbye forever