Lyrics Wake, Pt. 2 - XIX

Wake
Take another melatonin so I don't have to stay awake
Breakdowns break me more than I can take that's why I run away
I'm supposed to be a super duper hero but I never had a cape
Knowing no one ever stays
Wake
Life's like a cake
But it's my tenth birthday so I know I'll never get a taste
Knowing no one ever stays
Something in my head that pushes everyone away
We all die some day
When I sleep
It's not enough
What it feels
To bathe in blood
Hold my breath don't hold me back
I just wish I was the sun
So she could look at me with her glowing eyes
Because I never got that when I was around
Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling
I just wish I was enough
Every single thought inside my of mind
Always ends in another fire fight
(We're brawling brawling)
Stupid shit
I just always get so used to this
Can't wait to leave everything
Then everything will be new to me
New to me
I don't want to remember your face or your name or the language you say it in or all things that you hate
Or all of the things that you love
Even if I am one
When I sleep
It's not enough
What it feels
To bathe in blood
Hold my breath don't hold me back
When I sleep
It's not enough
What it feels
To bathe in blood
Hold my breath don't hold me back