Lyrics young love - Xzay

You knew it was a disaster
I said that I saw it comin'
Could've helped each other through this
'Stead you wanted absolutely nothin'
Powerless I crumpled in my stance
Knowing that the worst is where you head
All my love was shoved under the bed
Texted you but you left it on read
You assumed that I could tolerate it
I could barely hold myself together
Everyday for you a celebration
Everyday for me was nothing special
Told your friends that I was off my meds
Knowing that it wasn't in my head
I wasn't there to know just what they said
I wasn't there to tell 'em this instead
I wasn't there to tell 'em listen

It was just be supposed to be young love
Never thought it could've been what was
That was never part of what I signed up for
Found out quick when it got rough
Bet you didn't think it would've got real
I'm a let you know just how I feel
All this love I do not feel
All these drugs they make time still
I Navigate my thoughts like a minefield
I break my own heart til I get my fill
That's the only way to get my mind still
F**k it right or wrong it's what I feel
Nowadays there's nothing that can break me
I know you gave it all just to erase me
Now you come around just to thank me?
Appreciate the words but your crazy
Nothing moving forward no changes

And it's just like
I would get it if the problem was solved
But you just want a friend?
Like we can be friends after all?