Lyrics Holdin' On - Young Harry

You ever been in like a situation you wanna vent
You wanna vent but you don't even know where to start at like
My mind so clouded but I won't let it rain though
I'll just grind until I see the rainbow
You just gotta thug it out fuck whoever ain't with you
I live for the dead it ain't even about me no more

I wanna vent don't know where to start at
I'm happy and sad don't know what to call that
I'll tell you I'm fine when I don't even mean it
Someone tell me where my heart at
Stabbed in the back and it's driving me crazy
Don't know how I'm holding on
Just wanna be left alone
Tell them detectives stop calling my phone
All of that staying down that I did with you
And you got the nerve to change on me
I was right there with him when my dad died
And my auntie put the blame on me
Like I ain't the one who was changing his diapers
Like it was a time they asked me how I'm doing
Trying my best for to hold back this crying
I swear that I tried for to vent but they all looked at me foolish

Looking back at my past it's safe for to say
That I'm proud of myself
Breaking the law I had to take a chance
My mama was pimping and nobody helped
Nobody cared to tell you the truth
Was broke as a bitch I hated the truth
They loving my story and now I influence
They ask how I did it I tell them just do it
Faced all my nightmares I went for my dreams
The tears that I hold back could fill up a sea
My daddy he dead he can't see that I'm shining
I'll make sure these songs up to heaven I reach
I know that he proud of the shit I achieved
I know that he proud to say Harry his son
I caught me a case and I hope he ain't seen it
It's killing me I feel like I let him down tell him I'm sorry

I wanna vent don't know where to start at
I'm happy and sad don't know what to call that
I'll tell you I'm fine when I don't even mean it
Someone tell me where my heart at
Stabbed in the back and it's driving me crazy
Don't know how I'm holding on
Just wanna be left alone
Tell them detectives stop calling my phone
All of that staying down that I did with you
And you got the nerve to change on me
I was right there with him when my dad died
And my auntie put the blame on me
Like I ain't the one who was changing his diapers
Like it was a time they asked me how I'm doing
Trying my best for to hold back this crying
I swear that I tried for to vent but they all looked at me foolish

I'm good you don't even gotta ask how I'm doing
Turned to a fiend I was just going through it
I'm telling the truth what they hear is excuses
It's driving me crazy they sleep on my music
Like do I gotta die for to blow up
Can't even count the times they ain't show up
Gave em my loyalty and they all fold up
Mama I'll go and get it what I told her
She looking for love I got no love
They saying they trapping ain't sold nun
How you tryna come back when you told sum
You a rat it ain't no more to talk about
Know you wrong so you come and apologize
All them times that I wanted to kill myself
The coupe that I'm riding is suicide doors
Harry was chosen and who would've known

I wanna vent don't know where to start at
I'm happy and sad don't know what to call that
I'll tell you I'm fine when I don't even mean it
Someone tell me where my heart at
Stabbed in the back and it's driving me crazy
Don't know how I'm holding on
Just wanna be left alone
Tell them detectives stop calling my phone
All of that staying down that I did with you
And you got the nerve to change on me
I was right there with him when my dad died
And my auntie put the blame on me
Like I ain't the one who was changing his diapers
Like it was a time they asked me how I'm doing
Trying my best for to hold back this crying
I swear that I tried for to vent but they all looked at me foolish