Lyrics Turning Point - Yuri Khedz

What?
Nah man, that's not me
That's not me
That's not me
Zombie
They tell me I gotta get it off my chest
And when I tell 'em that I'm depressed
They said I'm just a mess
So I get 'em out my head
Cuz who needs friends when you've got pens
Lead and all the words said embedded in your head
I'm fed up like I'm preg
I get up and I tread
I let 'em say they bled
From the pain that they felt
I break my pen
When I stay this L
Uh
A3ed mashi fate7 kol 7aga f 7ayaty
Akeno ketab wel tali ana msh 3aref el fl bali
El sanadi da5alt hadi
Tele3t medamar w akeni msh shayef
Akeni bezabt nayem
Akeni tayeh
I guess things just didn't work out between us
I tried movin' on over the summer period
But every girl I met it felt like it ain't serious
I felt delerious
I saw your eyes and what's weird is
How the people cheered us but were the reason we feared love
I've seen this
I've dreamed it in all my dreams that your breath is what I've breathed in
It seems that
How I feel good
Ain't real cuz this real pit
In my chest that's weepin'
Cuz I need you
Like Zizo needs his jeep and I let my defence down and now I'm weakened
The reaper should sweep in and take me away
Cuz if in my weekends I ain't stayin' with you late
Then I don't wanna live in this freakin' place
When I'm speakin' listen to my preachin' cuz it's pain
It's my ache escapin' my brain onto the page cuz weepin' ain't one of my traits
Alone in place, in the most secluded of ways
Away from the peeps and the rude lil stains
Who I ignore then I put on the Wu Tang tape, Ay
Every single day I think about your pretty face
I think about every little thing we used to say
I look at our pictures and then I go and pray
That my stitches will up and go away
I'm sick of not feelin' pain
But still ain't fully healin' cuz you're in my brain
You drive me insane
Like Ken when he died fightin' with Jane
I'm writin' but the page is plain
Can't explain the ache
It feels like I'm suck in a lake and I can't swim
And the rake is prancin' comin' to take my soul
And snatch it with Charles Manson
I gotchu a bracelet for your birthday
Didn't give it ya and it hurts in the worst way
I curse every Thursday
Burst with alert pain
Cuz that was the day that we had our first date
Thinkin' we were gone stay
But if I could go back I'd go bring
The whole thing back and don't think that I'm okay
I'm a win you back just watch the world wait
And I don't care who says that this the wrong way
I'm a do me, now follow what the song say
Everything truly, represents my own ways
Everything that I do you know I do it great

This is
The turning point
The furnace burns inside my groin
This is the turning point
The worst things lurk inside my voice
This is the turning point
To turn my life without no choice
This is the turning point
The turning point