Lyrics FADING AWAY - ZWALL

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don't blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions
I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one-

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don't blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions
I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one knows

Not this, stuck inside the past
I can't focus
Lost it, over in a flash
Now it's hopeless, toxic

My world's almost over
It's changin' to gray
I can't get my closure
I'm fadin' away

Four years down the drain
Now they came and went
Same sound same face, I'm so sick of it
If this is how it ends, I have no regrets
Tomorrow I'll wake up and I'll just forget

Wait, wait, wait, wait, I don't wanna go
Please just don't say anything, I don't like the tone
Moments keep slippin' away like the metronome
Soon I'll erode and decay, turn into a ghost

Don't want the suggestion
All this paranoia can't be good for my complexion
Easy to destroy a world and build it back in seconds
Got the "In memoriam" in writin' without question
Really can't afford another meaningless obsession

I can't control
What's set in stone
I can't control
What's set in stone

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don't blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions
I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one knows

Not this, stuck inside the past
I can't focus
Lost it, over in a flash
Now it's hopeless, toxic

My world's almost over
It's changin' to gray
I can't get my closure
I'm fadin' away

I still remember
The sound of the leaves from mid-September
Warm memories from the change in weather
So I still listen-

Now all I hear is silence
Lifetimes pass while I hide behind my eyelids
I might crash, drown it out among the sirens
Nowhere fast, there's no reason to deny it
(No reason to deny it)

I'm losin' my grip
I came to terms with my world
So I could lose it again
Now I can never return
To how it was back then

And I can still feel the burn
That I would get in my chest
It shouldn't be a concern
I guess my heart knows best

I'm sick of gettin' older
Learnin' names, fallin' out
Startin' over
Now I'm trapped in the ground
Growin' colder
Growin' colder

I'm not ashamed, I'll admit it
Life sucks, don't blink
You could miss it
Still stuck, overthink my decisions
I just wanna go back home
Just a kid that no one knows

Not this, stuck inside the past
I can't focus
Lost it, over in a flash
Now it's hopeless, toxic

My world's almost over
It's changin' to gray
I can't get my closure
I'm fadin' away