Lyrics New Start - Zach Boucher , Sailorurlove

Could never word how it felt
What it's like to hurt someone else
Hard to admit it
But what if each minute we spend is only blinding ourselves
And what if we didn't 'cause I kept my distance
From people who needed my help
It got me twisted so much when I wish that I
Could just remind you myself
Always attempting to deal with the damages
I never meant to abandon them, they wouldn't get it
Not many who would understand it
Only the ones that I stand with
Shoulders are hеavy
I swear to you that I can handle it
Something in mе can be chanelled if only you let me
'Cause this ain't at all who I planned to be and
Felt the need to be vanishing
We'd both forget it
But when I get up on my own
I try expressing who I am and I choke
No matter how difficult or maybe miserable
Know that we'll never be in this alone
Approaching the pinnacle even when I'm feeling minimal
I hope for them to be close
Now I'm invisible
Know that my Sin's unforgivable and I regret it the most
In front of me the whole time
I'm sorry I've been so damn blind
I never meant to break your heart
Now I'm ready for a brand new start
Only love lies ahead of us
I hope you know you always have my trust
The only one who could tame this heart
Now we're ready for a brand new star
Look, I'll carry the weight of my Sin from the situation I was in
Don't deserve wings
They call me a King when truth is I'm just Harlequin
Overthinking everything
So much it stings and count up the hurt that I did
All the trauma that it springs
And pain that I bring couldn't explain where I've been
Now we just cover the feelings that we knew
Were lucid and try to avoid it was stupid
I was afraid what the truth is and ran, so I didn't consume it
Then guess became more of a nuisance
About to lose it
Not one to share any two cents which is why I would never do it
I was to you nothing more than a Sloth and we knew it
Which is fair why you would assume it
But I'll keep moving and not let them get to me
Our past together affected me, showed me the best
When I met you that day it was destiny
Honestly think we were meant to be, it was a test
Talk about chemistry, they treated us like their enemies
But if they let me confess
Am I happy
Will I ever be if I at least have you next to me? Yes

In front of me the whole time
I'm sorry I've been so damn blind
I never meant to break your heart
Now I'm ready for a brand new start
Only love lies ahead of us
I hope you know you always have my trust
The only one who could tame this heart
Now we're ready for a brand new start