Lyrics Stand By - ZackTaylor

Blank stares in a room with three walls
The fourth has an opening bleeding into the hall
What's a kid to do when vocal cords shut it down when you talk
Imagine something with your heart, tries shutting down the cause
More importantly -all smiles will stall
And still come up short even whenever you stand tall
Mad panics convert to sad manics and then you fall
To a very brief depression and lesson to which you call
A stand by, never thought it would pan by
While my future buzzed away to a grain like a sand fly
I mean all they say is do just what a man tries
But a man dies, multiple times to stand by
And envision different eras to come, with no ties
To a legacy he left, just letting his soul cry
It still pries and prey on my state of mind
How you're mad, cuz your names is no longer the same as mine
Can you blame me, you barely shared any same state as mine
I don't judge you for the fact you betrayed us to two-time
I will thank you... cuz God had someone better in mind
For my moms... she was tough and it still resides
Since you've gone... I'm sure she took seconds to realize
You were wrong... no matter the reason on either side
It seems to climb the ladder you gotta let things to slide
No more anger and never holding grudges will help your life
Holding onto something deadly like blades of a Wars knife
Is more foolish than accepting the burden of more lies
My wall has been covered with more flies
Watching every single move but won't offer a couple dimes of advice
You make everyone doubt I'm nice
With the stories you would alter without them knowing the lies
As long as they agree and support will more than suffice
So You continue while I'm blind to the act of rolling the dice
With your family and your friends building up a little despise
Little do you know it's breaking the trust until its demise
And what is more crazy will sure surprise
Is I let it come to be and force all of my words to hide
I had more peace when I slept inside of my ride
To avoid the presentations releasing the beast inside
I mean our kid witnessed every part of our fights
I even stopped praying the light will shine in the nights
Cuz I didn't wanna see you or anything that's alike
Then I had to step back to make sure I don't form the spite
That you grew...
Knowing you...
Will make it so difficult for me and still youuu...
Will gain all the love, even when it's in a stew
Of coffee hot pots of attitude you could brew
I'll forever love you... yeah ill forever love you
Dont ever... dont ever forget it