Lyrics Dope Sick - Zalea

I can't live the way you want
I cant live the way you want
I can't live the way you want
I can't live the way you want
I can't live the way you want
I cant live the way you want
I can't live the way you want
I can't live the way you want

I wont sell my soul, this shit is free
I just want someone to be there for me
Surface level care for me, even if they weren't aware of the
Personality problems that I deal with in therapy
Dead of night and I'm fighting with insomnia
Thoughts of where you are got my stomach sick with nausea
Where's my thermometer, I need to call a doctor
Tell him to fix my broken heart while he's at it pack a rocker
Man I can't never to stick to plans
Anxiety overtakes me I'll just never understand
In bed all day waste my bones to fade away
Ambition so low can't even find it with an x-ray
Tell me if you woke today
Or overdosed on dope today
Mamas on the edge cause she wanna know that you're okay
This story's overplayed
I'm done playing it
I'd rather lock you up for life if I really had a say in it

I think I lost myself and best intentions
Can't see reflections in these new dimensions
I tweet my thoughts out just for self redemption
I scream my pain for your attention
Can you hear me? Can you hear me coming loud and clear
I relive all my traumas and then shed a tear
Addictions hanging over head
Body weak been roped to bed
High as shit cause when I'm sober I wish I was dead
I swear don't know what to do anymore
Just woke up, how long I been on the floor?
Hopped up on Heroin I'm craving some more
Mind lost to the drug in this chemical war
I'm gone for sure, guaranteed that god can't save me
I used away my youth been in bars just as a baby
This life is crazy and reckless as shit
If I go MIA search for me in the ditch