Lyrics Nightmare 2 a Dream (feat. Mark Battles) - Zc3

Throw it back to Ed Edd & Eddy
Used to watched cartoons while my mom got ready
Just a young kid who got caught in the crossfire
No wonder that my heart got heavy
Mom was drinkin and borderline comatose
Don't know what she was thinking had like 4 of those
Those plastic bottles that you find on bottom shelves
I remember thinking then I'm way too young to help myself
Growing up I always thought that I'd been doing wrong
But deep down I really knew it all along
That I was just kid there ain't shit I can do
Thought that you took care of me
I can't fucking take care of you
Lately getting scared of you
Just make my little brother food
If he come up and ask again
I swear to god I'm done with you
It's like I had no steering in the cockpit
Theres no interfering had to sit and watch it
This trauma still fucking up my relationships
But how am I supposed to deal with that
When I haven't even dealt with this

So I just keep on making these songs
Hoping one day that I wake and it's gone
Can't ever escape man it goes on and on and on and on
That's why I'm up late and always packing the bong
They said I had to get it so I got it
Shit I'm smokin is exotic
Put some dollars in my wallet
I saw the shot and so I shot it
Want the whip and then I bought it
Smell like weed when I be coming through
Y'all haven't seen what I been going through
They never cared about me but its nothing new
That's when I got to work and kept my head down
Instead of always seeing red I focus on my breath now
Made a couple records that these people just can't set down
Imma go and get it there's some people I can't let down
Haha I used down about 3 times
And I ain't even tripping if you bitching about these rhymes
If you don't wanna listen then don't listen in the mean time
Shut the fuck up and watch me grind
Pour a little Titos me and my amigos
I'm a crazy Virgo always battling my ego
Made a little money but don't take it in casinos
Wanna take off with my girl somewhere she can sip mojitos
Always holding me close
I don't wanna see clothes
We ain't gonna need those
She giving me a free show
Don't get along with Leos
But just met me an Aries
And goddamn the way she got me feelings really scary
But I just need to focus on the dream
Keep building my self esteem
Theres places I wanna go
And theres people I wanna see
There's tours that I wanna do
And there's shows that I wanna sell out
If you ain't with it you can get the hell out yeah

Can't hide gotta run through it
My pain need a soundtrack put a drum to it
Out here fighting for my life had to Kung-fu it
Bruce Lee said to be like water and become fluid
Changing form but been ready since the day I'm born
All you lames watch me rain come and play in storms
Bringing flame to the game so I'm staying warm
Plus the G's like some killer bees and we came to swarm
Lord it is what it is right
Now I'm scoring just like Jordan feel like big Mike
Can't regret it cause I did it for my kids right
Tryna find a way to live just to live life
And this was all manifested
Bled for it dreamt of it mama and its destined
Y'all too excessive man I'm sick of all the stupid questions
Writing for your favorite rappers I can do the reference
What might take a night I can do in seconds
Anytime I touch a mic I can truly bless it I ain't come to play boy watch me Hughy Heff it
Got more verses that the reverend I'm the newest legend
It's Battles
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