Lyrics toxicity - Rnla , Zevia

For a second I thought I found someone true
Then he left me for another girl that's nothing new
And sometimes I get happy then I fail
I swear if I keep living I'll be in jail
Cause all these bad decisions
They make me lose my vision
Why do I have to be the one to lose
And why can't I be the one to choose
To die
It's not fair
I wish you were here
Pain's when I'm stuck on you but you're not stuck on me
And love's when you wanna give up cause you can hardly breathe
Giving up was never an option but now I have no choice
Cause there won't be a you and me toxicity
For a second I thought that it was real
Till I realized it's with you I just can't heal
And sometimes I can't take it anymore
And we'd fight like we're at war
You said that I've been changing
You even said I'm going crazy
Why do you never even take the blame, for once
You left me to feel ashamed for months
It's not fair
But you don't care
Pain's when I'm stuck on you but you're not stuck on me
And love's when you wanna give up cause you can hardly breathe
Giving up was never an option but now I have no choice
Cause there won't be a you and me toxicity
No there won't be a you and me toxicity