Lyrics improvise - Zh3dd

I'm up late
Makin' plays
I'm alright
But today
Ain't my day
I'm alright
Yeah, I know that I'm broken
I have my moments
A taste of your love
Is a drop in the ocean
Now hear me out

I never know what's goin' on
I never know what's goin' wrong
So I improvise, I
Never know what's goin' on
Never know what's goin' wrong
So I improvise

Can I cop a carton of cigarettes?
It's way cheaper than the love I know that I'll never get
I look at life just like a dog that's in a car, and he's set
On goin' to the park, but life says that he'll go to the vet
It takes balls to live it
I think I'm sick of givin'
To other people who just throw it back at me with mean spirit
I just hope you hear this
Break down every lyric
And see the same unfeelin' nigga
Who can somehow always listen, yeah

Better keep the blinds down
When I stay inside
When I'm alone it's just my girl, my dogs, the walls, and I
When I'm feelin' down I ain't got no one
Trynna hit my line
But hey, it's cool
It's fine
At least it's quiet
People look at me and think that I am just a riot
But the tables turn, when I turn up just really silent
They think I'm either mad, or really sad
When I am silent

I know I got this
Takin' all this happiness is hard for me to process
But I can't knock it
I remember when I held the key up to my heart
And thought that I had fuckin' locked it
My baby came around and had the strength of Xena
Took a left swing and then she clocked it
I fell unconscious
Then I woke up, and I had plans
Got a license in my hand
Many jobs that I have ran
I don't think you understand
Life is hard to live
But damn, just know that I'm a fan, aye

I never know what's goin' on
I never know what's goin' wrong
So I improvise, I
Never know what's goin' on
Never know what's goin' wrong
So I improvise
So I improvise
So I improvise
So I improvise
So I improvise