Lyrics the closer - Zh3dd

Finally being free
From all of the chains of my past
However it didn't make me trapped
I just kept ahold of it for far too long

It kept me alive for a time
However it was the same thing that was killing me

Slowly, but surely

There was no saving me
Only listening to the sounds of crushing pain
Not only towards me
But towards individuals undeserving of hate that I felt towards myself

I apologize to those I have hurt
And I know there's no way to forgive the things I have done

If your opinion on me doesn't change
That is okay, I will understand
I won't defend myself, I will just accept it
And leave you alone

And this was kind of a love letter to myself
Telling him that this is all over now
There's no need to feel hate
Nor sadness

The past happened, and I'm sorry
But the more you hold on to it
The more it holds you back from the goal you've been working
So hard towards

Being happy

You are not what you were
You were a monster, no doubt
You were a liar, no doubt
A stubborn jackass, of course

But look at you now
You're helpful
You're caring
You're everything that you were scared to be

You're not your father
Be better
Stay safe
And have a good one

You're not better off alone
You're not better off alone
You're not better off alone

You're not better off alone
You're not better off alone
You're not better off alone