Lyrics Calories - Zoë Ferguson

If only I could love you like I love the color blue

Then maybe I'd be a little nicer to you
Maybe if I eat nothing
Then I'll feel something
When I look at myself in the mirror
Tell myself to go out running
Call it fun
And then after I'll skip dinner

If only I could love my body
Do you think it would make life easier for me
Because I can't breathe
After counting all my calories
Do you think I could love somebody
If I can't even love a single part of me
When I'm so weak
Counting all my calories

Tired of pretending like I don't have a clue

And saying I'm not hungry so I have an excuse
But then I'm left with nothing
If I eat something
And I'll hate the way I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)
So I go out running
Call it fun (call it fun)
And then after I'll skip dinner (I'll skip dinner)

If only I could love my body (my body)
Do you think it would make life easier for me
Because I can't breathe
After counting all my calories
Do you think I could love somebody (somebody)
If I can't even love a single part of me
When I'm so weak
Counting all my calories

Hate the way I look at me
I can be so mean
Fighting my reflection like
She's the enemy
Can this nightmare be over please?

If only I could love my body (my body)
Do you think it would make life easier for me
Because I can't breathe
After counting all my calories
Do you think I could love somebody (somebody)
If I can't even love a single part of me
When I'm so weak
Counting all my calories

If only I could love you like I love the color blue