Lyrics Loop - Zom B

Gotta start somewhere but where will I really go
I felt like I lost it like when will I really know
Feeling like im going in circles How can I say it
I can feel my face going purple How will make it

Am I gonna fake it and break it Stuck in a loop
Breaking down my windows and doors are they gonna shoot
Looking at the options like really who gets to choose
Wanna walk it my way well better pull off your shoes

Stepping on my toes but I guess just how it goes
When I'm missing the Woes I don't really know where to go
Are you Friend or foe am I close I don't really know
Head and shoulders toe to toe im floating like a ghost

You're the one I'm wanting most im feeling like im blind
I'm still feeling so alone it's like I hit rewind
That is when i realize I'm better off on my own
Look into the mirror like why am I feeling cold

Demons all around me and I look em in the eye
Tell em I don't care but they wanting me to lie
So what if I can rap fast and what if I can outlast
All these other rappers that are wanting me on their tracks

If I dont find myself what am I really doing
If im not taking aim who am I really shooting
Fighting with myself confliction has got me fumin
Stuck inside this cell feeling like I've been losing

Caught inside the rain im starting to feel the thunder
Spark a thought caught in flames I think I'm goin under
Trying to make decisions so I sit here and I ponder
I want to be real but I doubt it and Im startin to wonder

Am I gonna fake it and break it Stuck in a loop
Breaking down my windows and doors are they gonna shoot
Looking at the options like really who gets to choose
Wanna walk it my way well better pull off your shoes

Stepping on my toes but I guess just how it goes
When I'm missing the Woes I don't really know where to go
Are you Friend or foe am I close I don't really know
Head and shoulders toe to toe im floating like a ghost

I'm stuck out on the edge im looking for a push
Push me now push me now telling me to shush
Thoughts are loud Screaming loud want em to be quiet
Will they ever hear me now if I'm in the silence

Fight myself fight myself when is it gonna stop
Drop myself pop myself will I find my God
If im down in this hell how am I gonna get out
Tell me now Tell me now Tell me with your mouth

That im not on my own that you got my back
Cause I'm feeling so alone Demons they just laugh
I don't know where to go and im leaving soon
Spin me right back around Stuck inside this loop