Lyrics I'm Tired - aRaY

Tired seeing everyone raising their fears
I gave them shit to watch and shit to hear
Don't pretend you were there
When I'm no longer here
You're dead to me now
I'm about to go clear

When I say tired
I'm not talking bout nap time
Thoughts racing more than a one track mind
You all want a medal for living through sad times
I'm not immune to life
But your work don't match mine
I don't share much so you all think it's easy
I hate this world but I can't let it beat me
Don't miss anyone
There's no need to meet me
Removing the fakes I'm starting to be free

Don't know what to say but
I was feeling some type of way
Shouldn't affect me but
I'm thinking bout it night and day
I know healing takes time
It don't happen right away
I would've accepted if the lord took my life away

Feeling broken down
I was broke and down
Cold wind blows and
I got frozen out aRaY remembers
Far from over now
Ice in my veins getting colder now
Different kind of tired
I'm just fed up of your bs
You lot are people I wanna see less
You're drowning in deficit I'm just getting my feet wet
Quicksand for you my life's a beach yeah

I saw these signs coming from a mile away
Funny that I see everyone still tired mate
Shit they do more unethical than pirate bay
More redundancy than fruit
Fresh like five a day
Fucked off fast like a bolt call me Usain
Tried to hang me for truth
Sad damn who's sane
Complain for decades but they choose to stay
Now I pray for their suffering
And hope they go through pain

See I could say that I wish you well
But let's be serious
You should go to hell
Don't know exactly when
But time will tell
No magic needed it's been a drawn out spell
What's the point in money if it causes you trauma
Dead pay rise fiscally backed into a corner
Nowhere to breathe
Like heaters in a sauna
At the same time covered in boiling water

I been where they are but I'm done reaching out
I'll never forget they treated me foul
Tried to intimidate for speaking out
It's a bit too late
But at least they see it now
All I ever asked is to hear me out
Left no choice I had to scream and shout
In my own lane don't come near me now
I'm dishing the dirt best believe I'm clearing out
Always had drive I'm back on steering now
Held me back tried to keep me down
When they go bust I'll be feeling proud
When they lose I celebrate I'll be cheering loud