Lyrics Best I Never Had - ange1ynez

Boy
Do you think of me
Now and then
Maybe it's just me
But I can't think clearly again
I'm swimming in circles
And I don't know when
Will time will return to me?
Can I be myself again?

It's silly since it's been months
And I still can't resist
The urge to call your phone
Thinking of smile on your lips
I hate to say it now
But you're the only thing I want
And i'm in this stupid town
I can do nothing but flaunt

You're the best
I never had
You're the most
I've ever wanted
And you're the worst
I've ever missed
I can't take this
I wonder sometimes
If you didn't exist
Would I love right
Or would I long for your kiss

Is this dumb?
Is this stupid?
Should I give it all up
That night still plays in my mind
I just want to feel your touch
Your hands on my hips
And no I didn't whine
I didn't notice you had this
But you tricked my fucking mind

It's silly since it's been months
And I still can't resist
The urge to call your phone
Thinking of the smile on your lips
I hate to say it now
But you're the only thing I need
And i'm in this stupid town
I can do nothing but plead

I'm breaking down
All over again
I'm shaking now
Do I still have to pretend
We could've had it all
So why'd this have to end?
I just want you now
Is it wrong that i'd let you in again?

You're the best
I never had
You're the most
I've ever wanted
And you're the worst
I've ever missed
I can't take this
I wonder sometimes
If you didn't exist
Would I love right
Or would I long for your kiss