Lyrics Inside - ange1ynez

I know you know me
So tell why do you lie
It's like you want to find a reason just for us to fight
You push me away
You push me to the side
Do i matter?
What's the point in trying?

I don't get it
Why do you make me feel this way?
It's so bad and i'm afriad
I won't be anything but dead weight
Without a drug, a cigarette or a hug
I will never get this feeling
Why is love so deceiving?

Inside
I'm sick and tired of lies
Protecting you from the shit that i hide
In me, it's worse than you'll ever see
And if i loved you so much i would just set you free
Inside

It's not my fault
Just a little nonchalant
If i tell you the truth
Will you break like i do?
If i need another hit
Will give me it?
And if i crack
Will that be a habit?
I'm sorry i'm me
I'm not like you
And i ruin things
It's what i'm used to
Do you really love me?
Do you really love me?
I'm sorry me
I'm not like you
And i ruin things
It's what i'm used to
Because i mean it when i try for you

Inside
I'm sick and tired of lies
Protecting you from the shit that i hide
In me, it's worse than you'll ever see
And if i loved you so much i would just set you free
Inside

Do you really love me like you say you do?
Because i mean it when i say i try for you
If i never end up dying happy
I'll always know you were the one around me

Inside
I'm sick and tired of lies
Protecting you from the shit that i hide
In me, it's worse than you'll ever see
And if i loved you so much i would just set you free
Inside
My brains filled with nothing
I know you like it when we're touching but i'm fried
My brain and thoughts never align
Inside