Lyrics boywontcry - brakence

Saw you on stage in the morning
If you looked in my eyes
You couldn't tell nothing 'bout what happened before you
I knew a lie when I told it
And even if you're good guy, all California
I ain't, I ain't unfoldin'
While in the broad day taking advice
I just can't seem to report it

Ooh, and I get money in the peak of my vices (yeah)
Just gotta bend my knees
All the people (All the numbers) sayin' I ain't got issues (yeah)
Well, your girlfriend can't lie like me
And I can't seem to answer (yeah) my own questions with this time
'Cause somewhere far ahead, I go falling far behind

It won't be heaven when I leave here
I get to movin' 'cause I'm fine
You know I never want to be him
So why the fuck's he on my mind?
I'm going to find another reason
And I'll be puttin' up a fight
And if my eyes are ever speaking
I'm gonna hide it, boy won't cry, yeah

You were the mindful kind of gorgeous (yeah)
If I looked in your eyes
I couldn't tell nothing about what happened before this (yeah)
You knew the lie when I told you
And even if a good guy want to explore it (yeah)
I just, I just can't afford to
While in the broad day taking advice (yeah)
I just can't seem to consort you

No, I've been waiting to let you know (yeah) that I
Wanna hit your telephone, 'cause I
Know you're out in Yellowstone (yeah), but
You make me wanna forget that I am made (yeah) of you
Sittin' in the back thought, "This is what I want" (yeah)
"It's what I want"

Oh, I was dead wrong
Now I got nothin'
And I just can't think about who I'm crushin'
I was dead wrong
And I can't fix dead air
Shit too far away, should've stopped fightin' to care

I was dead wrong
Weak shit, mind my business
I'm just tryna make what I love a livin'
I lost hope, fuckboys thought me a ceilin'
Too insecure to let them know how I was feeling
It won't be, fuck, mmm

It won't be heaven when he's leavin'
I get to movin' 'cause I'm fine
You know I never want to be here
So why the fuck's he on my mind?
I'm gonna find another reason
And I'll be puttin' up a fight
And if my eyes are ever leakin'
I'm gonna hide it, boy won't cry

It won't be heaven when he's leavin'
I get to movin' 'cause I'm fine
You know I never want to be here
So why the fuck's he on my mind?
I'm gonna find another reason
And I'll be putting up a fight
And if my eyes are ever leakin'
I'm gonna hide it, boy won't cry
Yeah

You can't sell this man, you got