Lyrics mirror - Demxntia , Dion Dugas

Another day has come to an end
Another night I'll stay up again
Locking eyes with my ceiling
The reaper's here but I don't wanna go
Tellin me to sleep but my eyes won't close
I wanna let go of this feeling
But I'm still attached
To my vacant past
I don't understand at all
No I don't understand at all
But when I try to laugh
It takes me back
To when I didn't care at all
I wish I didn't care at all
Cuz when I look in the mirror
The reflection makes me sick
I wish that I could see it clearer
But my heads still in the sink
And some nights I hate myself
Some days I think I'm better than everybody else
No, I don't get myself
Missing
I've been running in a circle
On a mission
Falling in the dirt
Got me so distant
Learning how to cope
Got me holding on to the ecstasy
Phantoms of you next to me
Are going to
Wear me out this time
And I've been reaching over
But you only left regrets
Everybody's going through it now
I'm holding on to what I regret
Everybody's going through it now
I'm holding on to what I regret
Cuz when I look in the mirror
The reflection makes me sick
I wish that i could see it clearer
But my heads still in the sink
And some nights I hate myself
Some days I think I'm better than everybody else
No, I don't get myself
(I don't get myself)