Lyrics basketball - diveliner

I wouldn't call this happy
But it's something
I wouldn't call this blissful
But it's something

I'm cleaner
Than I was (than I was)
Than I was (than I was)
Cleaner than I was

Thought I would've pulled the plug by now (by now)
Thought I would've pulled the plug by now

You waited (you waited)
I waited too
You waited
I waited too

I coulda been cowboy, coulda been a rockstar, coulda been an astronaut
Coulda been a doctor, coulda been a boxer, coulda played basketball
But I waited

I wouldn't call this happy
I'd call it alcohol (I'd call it alcohol)
Wouldn't call it lonely
I'd call it nothing at all
Call it apathy, call it atrophy

Lonely all the time now
Lonely all the time now
Anxious all the time now
Bored out of my mind

Thought I would've pulled the plug by now

You waited (you waited)
I waited too
You waited
I waited too

I coulda been cowboy, coulda been a rockstar, coulda been an astronaut
Coulda been a doctor, coulda been a boxer, coulda played basketball