Lyrics I Never Want To Love Again - eddies terrible music

Recently i be feeling like shit
I don't know why i even feel like this
I painted a picture of us on a canvas
I thought it looked good
I thought it was fantastic
But you said i was being dramatic
So i believed you but now look where i'm at
In a state of pain and there's something i can't get back
And it's my smile and trust man life is wack

Man what's the point in even loving somebody
When eventually they will leave you alone just crying
I know that i can never bring myself to trust anyone
Cause i've been hurt to many times i wanna be alone
I'm isolating myself from everyone around me
Cause i just wanna be alone i don't want any company
I'll never have fun i see
I'll never have fun i see

Don't ever wanna feel special
Cause in the end they'll hurt my soul
Don't wanna have any type of feeling
That's keeping me believing
Believing
Believing