Lyrics Heaven (feat. JAMES PENLEY) - gothurted

You're so far away
Wish you could have stayed
But why should I blame
You did what makes you smile
Makes me cry
But I will fight
For my whole life
Nothing is changing
I'm always the same
Friends are like strangers
So I'm doing okay

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart

Wake me up
Last night I drank too much
I'm throwing up
The same routine I'm stuck
I can't express
My emotions very well
I feel so stressed
You're my only blessing
And now I sing
Everything I feel
Every time I sit
And think
About when

I saw the heaven
You were in it
Alarm set at seven
It was just a dream
I saw the heaven
But it was far
I'm poisoned I'm venomed
I'm falling apart