Lyrics Vices - kdyn

I'm not with this sober shit I gave it up
I'm mixing oxy with this Fanta in a double cup
I've got these vices but I think I'm running outta luck
Try be the nicest but I find a way to fuck it up
Fuck it up

I've got my hands bound by my own vices
Mixing up drugs the same way you mix spices
Keep em in the counter just incase of a crisis
Keep em in the counter cus the devil entices
Being stoned out my mind is only thing that brings me pleasure
Waiting for these eddies to kick in they been taking forever
Feels like I'm losing my conscience getting high to make it better
Lock away the past and bury it just like it's treasure

I'm getting this feeling that the end is near
Don't think I'll make it to the end of the year
Being sober is the only thing that I fear
Can't deal with my life without my vices here

Cus they help me get a grip on my reality
But if I keep on using it's gon be a fatality
But I can't stop so I just question my mortality
It's hard to deal with my life and all it's gravity
Feels like I'm just coming to the end of the road
Leave behind all my possessions cus it's time to go
Think that I've got an obsession shoving drugs down my throat
Guess you can call me the Titanic I'm a sinking boat

They question why I get high
I'm doing it to survive
Because I cannot get by
Can you see the red in my eyes?
Just come here and get close
I'll let you in let you know
My mind my heart I will show
I'm never letting my vices go
Cus who needs a friend?
When I got my vices til the end
My soul will never cleanse
Because sinning has become a trend
I hope your wishing me well
For my journey to hell
Cus in the nights when I fell
Into the place where my demons dwell

About to take
My last breath alive
Look in my heart
My vices you'll find