Lyrics attachments! - Lando Senju

I'm starting to think that I'm the problem
Every time I care too much, you turn your back on me
It's common
I say I don't care, I do
You really don't, why bother?
I think I'm fundamentally alone cuz I got problems
You say you won't leave me but you're wrong bruh
A friend, a foe, a lover? Doesn't matter, you're a goner
When I'm low, I get high, mix acid with marijuana
I microdose my sins and smoke em down until I'm fonder
I get too attached, it must be trauma
I often wish I grew up fine, can't unsee what I saw bruh
Time to time, time slips away, a bird who's caged and locked up
I spread my wings to fly but crash and end up taking longer
Maybe I'm imprisoned underwater
The more I fight, the more I sink, so why would I try harder?
Fog so dense, I cannot see the harbor
My vision fade to black, I hope that I can die with honor
(Kill Lando)