Lyrics I wish you would've cheated - lee lewis

I'm anxious, kinda sad
Hard to be your best, we lost the best you had
Spendin' days just on my phone
Wonderin' where it all went wrong

I'm nervous, pretty wired
I said your name too much, now my lungs got tired
Thinkin' maybe I'm to blame
I just need someone to hate

Oh, oh, oh
You made it so damn hard for me
You and your damn honesty
You got me thinkin

I wish you woulda cheated
It smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason
I could hate your guts believin

I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
How do I move on
We did nothin' wrong

But you did somethin' wrong
But you did nothin' wrong
That was messed up, kinda bad
But I wish we didn't talk, you just left like that

I'd be angry instead of numb
Damn it, who have I become
Oh, oh, oh
You made it so damn hard for me

You and your damn honesty
It got me thinkin
I wish you woulda cheated
It smashed my heart to pieces

I wish I had a reason
I could hate your guts believin
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings

So how do I move on
Well, you did nothin' wrong
You did nothin' wrong
But you did nothin' wrong

In the middle of the night
I start to fantasize
That you had ruined my whole life
Oh, oh

Cause you're the best I had
And I keep runnin' back
Like a damn fool tryin' to change your mind
You were all mine

Can't believe I
Wish you woulda cheated
It smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason

I could hate your guts believin
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on

Well, you did nothin' wrong
You did nothin' wrong
In the middle of the night
I start to fantasize

That you had ruined my whole life
Oh, oh
Cause you're the best I had
And I keep runnin' back

Like a damn fool tryin' to change your mind
You were all mine