Lyrics i think i've found myself - lifehold.

I seek comfort in the things that lie around me
But find hatred in the ones that lie to me
I′ll fall so slowly down this dark, familiar grave
Pulled beneath, left to self-deprecate

Constant regression, déjà vu
Nothing to spare
I'll scream for love, but only choke on thin air
Watch me die, don′t just stand and cry

I'm losing sense of touch
And I don't remember much
Well, what have I become?
I′ve burnt all that I used to love
And my body′s numb

I think the past 21 years have all been a long lesson learned
'Cause I just sat back as everyone left me to crash and burn
But I think that it′s time I stop feeling so sorry for myself
And maybe it's time I be me, instead of somebody else

I think that this war zone inside of my head has become a cave
That′s caused me to feel so much stress, but also a little brave
I think that this life could be more than a hazardous cry for help
And maybe I've lost my mind, but I think I′ve found myself

Like a bird stuck in a tree
I was certain that both of my wings would give out
Reassured to believe
I was more than a burden to bleed in the doubt

Like a bird stuck in a tree
I was certain that both of my wings would give out
Reassured to believe
I was more than a burden to bleed in the doubt