Lyrics Confessions - lordkez

Obsessing over what I'm dressed in
Addressing all these faces I tend to be wearing
Back ache like my spine is heavy carrying burdens
Toothache like my mouth is heavy with this wisdom
Craving sedation
Wish I could send these pretty thoughts on a vacation
The ugliness inside me needs some validation
All this frustration
Has gotten in the way of my manifestation
Lord I'll be patient
Long as you forgive me
I wasn't ready for the little life you tried to give me
My heart is heavy
So is the crown
I keep on losing all these bitches told me they'd be down

So, you can tell me that I'm fucking crazy
Assume I am
You hear my shit
It's fucking wavey
Tide in got my hair up
I'm so fucking pretty
I stay uplifted
F*ck all this resistance
God save the gifted
Listen clearly
I don't even need to scream
For you to fucking hear me
My patience growing thin
My heart is growing weary
Seems like I got to feed you a reason to feel me

Confessions of the real and restless
I let him take my power though I was the temptress
I let em' blur my vision I was less attentive
I say I'm healing
I just attempted
I keep on preaching
The ques are empty
You tell me that you love me while you disrespect me
Lord I'm so gracious
And way too hasty
I cry myself a river drowning and hope you save me

Transgressing from my deep depression
Repressing all my pain
I think I learnt my lesson
I forgive myself
Await on my ascension
These are the confessions of the young and destined