Lyrics Npc - mfwaves

Big stepping in my new shoes
Wonder if I died tonight
Would you even play me

She said she really wanna make a difference
And its been a minute since somebody told me that
The things that I'm used to
Chemicals and cynicism
I carry in my skull, yeah, they tainted my hands
And the cash in my pants
And my motives for action
I cry when I dance, said I'm sorry, girl
I get too high
If you wanna be my shawty
You can watch me die slowly
You can watch me die slowly

Got a brand new lie to impress them
Got a few marks on my record
Got a new prod and my neck hurt
Tryna put the pain on me like the pleasure
Got a lot of strain on me like the pressure
Sipping on a 40, drink it till I'm faceless
Got a lot of pain in my eyes, need a facelift
Got a lot of meat on her thighs, but she basic
Low end big like her ass when the bass hit
Feel like a NPC, AI generated
I drop a verse let the web aggregate it
I make a thread and my haters brigade it
Only time I love myself when I'm faded

Big stepping in my new shoes
Wonder if I died tonight
Would you even play me
Would you even play me
Would you even play me out

Ion even know what they mad about
I copped me a half, then I slanged an ounce
I live too fast, must've span em out
I 10x my cash like I'm swagging now
I don't give a fuck what you need me for
I don't give a fuck what you bleeding for
I don't give a fuck who she leave me for
I just need a moment, yeah, I'm leaving Earth
Walking dead in my car like I need a hearse
I just wrote a poem cause I need a verse
Stuffing pills in my mouth cause it's getting worse
Getting high with a hoe like a homie
I don't give a fuck what you need me for
I don't give a fuck what you bleeding for
I don't give a fuck who she leave me for
I just need a moment and I'm leaving Earth