Lyrics commitment issues - noceur feat. eduxr

I tried so hard
But I only get so far

Ay, yeah, yeah, yeah, bitch
I just wanna feel the real love that I felt when I first started
It's that freshman year shit
Fallin' in love so fuckin' quick

Yeah, blow her back out
Put that bitch in my fuckin' house
I be fallin' so quick
It's like it's so new again
Yeah, I just know I'm so sorry
Falling in love, commitment issues, baby

Yeah, I gotta fucking work on them
Someone tell me that I'm doing good
Know I didn't try
Had to cheat on you
Fucking hate myself for that
I wish I could get it back
All that good relationship shit's in the past

Wanna drink all night
Can't think my mind, let link until I blink and see everything is a dream
I just wanna be with you, I don't wanna fight with you
All of my thoughts are coming to a end
I wanna sing
I wish I can be your king
Before I'm dead, gone, swinging with a rope around my throat
Everything I wrote is my suicide note