Lyrics up late - $olo

When I′m up late
I start thinking about you and all the times we had
There was moments and some memories we coulda shared
I kept 'em all in my heart, tears that we never shed
How you bringing up the secrets that I never said
I start thinking about life and how this shit ain′t fair
How we all in different stages, and our love is rare
We ripped out a couple pages, and I hope you care
Enough to keep me out the dark, or leave me unaware

If you ain't thinking about me, then what you thinking about
I hope you stop with the lying and all the sneaking out
So we get in a fight, and now you drinking now
I'm tryna make all this right but you ain′t speaking now
I got some thoughts in my head, and I can′t sleep without 'em
I need you right in my bed, and I can′t sleep without you
If you ain't right by my side, I ain′t gon be nobody
Let's go to how it started, don′t wanna be without you
But that's just me overthinking, I hope you understand
That it might seem like I need you but you just contraband
In this prison, the warden could snatch you out my hands
Or I'm guarding my heart, no fucking up my plans
And if you failing to notice, bitch I′m in high demand
I seen this dime this morning, she tryna hide her man
And I ain′t never ducking smoke like a fireman
And I'll be smoking dope until I hit retirement
And I start thinking about how you let me in your body
I start thinking about the argument at the party
How when you graduate you might be Summa Cum Laude
How I′ll explain you and I to my next shawty

When I'm up late
I start thinking about you and all the times we had
There was moments and some memories we coulda shared
I kept ′em all in my heart, tears that we never shed
How you bringing up the secrets that I never said
I start thinking about life and how this shit ain't fair
How we all in different stages, and our love is rare
We ripped out a couple pages, and I hope you care
Enough to keep me out the dark, or leave me unaware
When I′m up late
I start thinking about you and all the times we had
There was moments and some memories we coulda shared
I kept 'em all in my heart, tears that we never shed
How you bringing up the secrets that I never said
I start thinking about life and how this shit ain't fair
How we all in different stages, and our love is rare
We ripped out a couple pages, and I hope you care
Enough to keep me out the dark, or leave me unaware

I start thinking about the hood and all them niggas back
And imma get em outta that when I get a plaque
Go to my messages I wonder if you text me back
I got your thread on DND so I could just relax
We said that we would take a break, but now we here relapsing
All this one-sided shit, girl it′s really taxing
Tired of the begging and pleading and all the asking
Can you un-break my heart just like Toni Braxton
Don′t wanna think about a time after you and I
But I don't wanna push my plans over to the side
All these Benjis on me got me feeling blue inside
I′m in the whip yeah I swear these doors on suicide
I hope you think about me wherever you choose to go
I hope you know you a nigga far from the usual
I'm on the way to you and I′m riding cruise control
I let this pain out in ways that are musical