Lyrics scars on my heart. - sadflex

I've been here before
You broke my heart
I've been hurt before
Still got scars on my heart

I've been thinkin' in my head and I'm talking to myself
Making sure that she's in love with me and not with someone else
'Cuz things been up all dry lately cuz lies are all I smell
I'm just scared what if we won't make it up to the wedding bell
I've been trying hard to find truth in your lies
Remember you once in my arms they feels like paradise
More than once you broke my heart and now I'm paranoid
Once blinded by your love and now I'm hypnotized
Not want you to cry don't you cry when I'm gone
If you ever were in love with me come back and hear this song
Cuz I know I have loved you with every inch of my soul's crust
Pictured us together growing old now we're just gold dust

I've been hurt before
Still got scars on my heart
I've been here before
You broke my heart

Used to make so many memories now I keep them to myself
You said I'll find someone better
You said I love someone else
The dream of my future went broke can't hear the wedding bells and
Now I'm helplessly living my life till my clock stays still
Babe I know it was so tough but I felt that it was worth it
Sometimes I try to kill myself that I'm so out of my purpose
But I know I was so dumb and I know I was so careless
Kept my everything aside but still it wasn't working

Used to wake up every morning asking if you ever loved me
There was nothing in my stomach morning breakfast it was whiskey
I've been having nightmares and I know you won't even miss me
Now my sources even tells
You won't cry even if you lose me

I've been here before
You broke my heart
I've been hurt before
Still got scars on my heart