Lyrics the end - theworldisugly

Did you know that i tried to put my feelings aside?
All the shit i denied, to end up losing my mind
Wait for you to decide, to leave me behind
Of love, i'm deprived, in my mind, you reside
In the deep end, i dive
Let me sink, cause i'm tired of losing my mind, tired of crying
In my mind once again
In a state of suffering
I am my only friend, that i'll have until the end

We never would've lasted, cause i'm the only one that tried
You loved hurting me, and i wanted to die
I fell out of love, and you asked me why
Close to the edge, one step and i'm dead
End this pain that i feel, like it was never real
Sadden all my friends, with my fucked up feelings
See life thru my lense, then say how you feel again
say how you feel again

In the deep end, i dive
let me sink, cause i'm tired of losing my mind, tired of crying
In my mind once again, in a state of suffering
I am my only friend that i'll have until the end