Lyrics bs - tonimarti

They say life goes on
Man this shit should've stopped
I don't really remember when was last time we talked
All these dead memories floating going belly up
You weren't my first one
But you were my first love
And shit I really fucked up
I put a frown on your pretty face
Always held in a lot of hate
I was on bullshit
Those are times I could never change
I hate to say
But if you gave me another shot you could see I'm not the same
I've tried fighting theses feelings
Leaving blood all on the ring
Wish we had better timing
I tried with everything I knew
Ever since I left you
The sky has never been so blue
Got a couple screws loose
I thought your love wasn't true
I couldn't look at myself
Its hard for me to feel satisfied
All my pride is in pieces
Late nights I'm staring at the ceiling just hoping I wake up
If I'm dreaming of you and me I already know its made up
My insecurities made me envy
Eventually I'd be the enemy
Hit this whiskey till its empty
See the bottle reflecting
When you take a lot of losses you often get reckless
I thought of you as nothin more
God I was blind from the blessings
God I was blind from the message
There's only wreckage left between us
No way we can build trust
I faced towards your direction as I attempted to self destruct
Shit I still think about you while I be fucked up off these drugs
But you know I learned to love
I let go of my mental but I'm still holding on my heart
This is nothing but a song I have yet to play my part
Let me know what you say
I could walk thru the Antarctic
And still bring you something warm
I been on bullshit here and before
But I promise you nevermore
I've seen the sun I've seen the days
I've seen the nights cant lose you twice
You got these eyes that hypnotize
Its been like this since the first time
Still I did what you'd expect
Yea you could say what you want about me
You're probably right
You're the only one who's ever really seen inside my mind
You're the only one who could make everything feel alright
I've got all the words to say just tell me what you want to hear
We can redo what went wrong
I'll hold your heart a thousand years
A thousand tears couldn't bring you back
Now all I do is laugh
You have my other half
Nothing else seems to fit
I swear whenever it comes to you fuck I just cant quit
I'll never leave from your side nevermore than an inch
I'll sit with you every second we see the clock tick
Or maybe this is all bullshit