Lyrics self respect - traumalight

Falling apart, falling apart, falling apart, falling apart
You always bring me down again when i'm trying to gettin up
Falling apart, falling apart, falling apart, falling apart
I need some times to be alone cause my mind's like a ticking bomb

Trauma, she ain't no perfect
What do you expect?
Show some self respect

You just fell in love
Its not even real
Yeah, i trust in nihilistic

How many time you gonna try to make me fell in love again?
Don't care how hard you tried, i won't go back into your
Darkness, darkness, darkness, darkness
Darkness, darkness, darkness, darkness
(Cause i already have the darkness in myself)

Falling apart, falling apart, falling apart, falling apart
You always bring me down again when i'm trying to gettin up
Falling apart, falling apart, falling apart, falling apart
I need some times to be alone cause my mind's like a ticking bomb

Feel like a catastrophe, i been runnin' like i'm messi
You make me feel so heavy, i just wish that you be happy
I might die under 30, you always did me so dirty
She used me like a jersey, she got me where it hurts me

Killin my soul, o - ok
Nearly gave up, get back up
I smoked too much, 3 packs a day
I don't look cool, but you can feel it

She never text me ever, but why do she keeps
Checking on my getcontact every friday? fuck

Life is about balance im just tryna tell you if (?)