Lyrics Drowning - weial

I don't wanna lie and say that I don't know my limits when I do
But I think I reached them long ago and now I'm stuck with you
And I'm not too fond of the place that I'm in
And I'm way too gone to even think about this
But I just took another one in 30 minutes it'll kick in
And I don't really give a fuck I'm higher then I've ever been
And I'm floating now not a problem in sight
But I'm slowly drowning in real life

I feel like I've been blinding myself
Cuz I don't really want to see the world without help
And now I'm crying out for help but I'll prolly have to deal with it by myself

But what do I care
Done it before I'll do it again
Such a nightmare
Really wishing we were more than friends
But thats not really how it goes
Walk in the party I'm on the patrone
She thinks that it's funny that I'm onmyown
Don't play wit me bitch I don't think it's a joke

Pour up the purple
I mix up the potions
I don't like that bitch anymore cuz she play with my heart and with all my emotions
But honestly this is all my fault
Cuz there's plenty fish in the ocean
So why do I have this devotion
I'm stuck on a bitch that don't know shit

Losing my mind just a thought at a time
And I'm wishing I ain't have to run out of time

(And I'm wishing I aint have to run all the time)
(I don't wanna lie)

I don't wanna lie and say that I don't know my limits when I do
But i think i reached them long ago and now I'm stuck with you
And I'm not too fond of the place that I'm in
And I'm way too gone to even think about this
But I just took another one in 30 minutes it'll kick in
And I don't really give a fuck I'm higher then I've ever been
And I'm floating now not a problem in sight
But I'm slowly drowning in real life