Lyrics spiders III - xona

I might act like you but I've been knowing my own limits
I can't help myself when you treat me like I was different
Oh my god
I swear I'm falling all apart and it won't stop
It's like September and it doesn't seem to rot
Like you

I might stab myself or two
Don't walk within these hilly dunes
I'll fall right here and shoot through you
Stay by side
I'm not your other guy
This isn't choice I just know that I've been airtight

I've been so upset, ember through my chest
Where did all your friends go coalesce
I might need a grip to pull me into this
Drugs are different, they walk into a depth
Ay, yeah
Caught within my skin 8 leg to my sight
I'll tell my truth and leave you hanging so you won't cry don't try
Ain't one, ain't by your side
So so, out of line? enduring all the fights

My life is hurting for a way to pause
I'll hang around and let it go on
Yeah, yeah
I can't choose on what I'm on
I tend to change and I'm worried that

Talk down oh my oh my-
It's on me to make it out alive
More found within my skin
8 eyes, 8 legs
They left off from my head

The coldest winter seemed so innocent, swim through the rivers and reach my instrument
I threw my life on the line for a threat.
I'm so depressed, I'm at fault for this shit
I wanna run but I can't deny
Feelin' dread to our trust and I cry
And I can't find a source why oh I, hate my life I don't need an-