paroles de chanson Pain - 1800caleb

I think its time to keep forward and never look back
Disregard my past emotions, memories fade to black
I let my pain be my compass, and I lost the map
I lost family and uhh. I wish I could get em back
I lost companions too, and you could say I'm too young for that
We all experience pain in different ways
Made a deal with the devil, they call me johnny blaze
What did he give me? a life of crime that pays
What did I give him? time and sleeping my life away
Never be comfortable around your own
We learn envy's a strong thing, we shoulda known
We all experience pain, and the unknown
We been enslaved by chains of the same oppressor
Not the color of your skin, but the governments' successor
They brought crack into the hood to pay for they own violence
Sometimes the chaos we know be the quietest
The lord we been praying to been everybody's last hope
I hope that you will win, she will win, I will win, we can all win
Success will not depend on the color of your skin
Tell somebody you know how it feels to own you
Slavery ain't gone, cause they still own you

I lay in bed and I think about everything I've been through
And it feels like my life has been this constant stream
Of pain
Like nothing can ever stop and just let me live
And I know that sounds incredibly privileged
And um
But when you live like this
When you live with depression, anxiety
A bad family life
Bad social situation
It feels like maybe all you are is in pain
Like every night when you're sobbing in bed
And when you feel your fingertips tingle
With the sensation
And you question how any of this could happen to you
It's suffocating, living with this type of pain
And everyone tells you it gets so much worse
But this is my worst
And it will keep on getting worse
And I wish my pain didn't have to feel like this
I wish everyone's pain didn't have to feel like this