paroles de chanson Filthy - Al Jacobi

I feel good, and for that I feel guilty
It's pure, but it feels filthy
I wanna give you my all, but it feels selfish
I believe letting my heart beat for anybody will kill me, but nah really
It will be my downfall
Being so sure about you, I doubt all
And before I even know it, it's my fault you think it's your fault, although it's not
And I can't be the reason we both don't trust love

I-I-I-I
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fail to find your heart
I don't wanna fall if I can't get up
I-I-I-I
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fool myself too much
I don't want you, I don't want you cause

If I need you, I need you to leave
If I gotta see you, I gotta see you retreat
If ever you were enough, I wouldn't be
You believe in us, and I believe in you and me to thrive secludedly
Cause when our time is gone, and nights are long
I'm gonna hate what life has done and I've become
I'm not afraid to die alone, but frightened to find someone
And find that I was wrong, so I'm fine with finding none
Love is blind, I look inside, and I find nothing going on
You know it might just be alright for folks with nothing going for em
But I like to say I tried to be happy on my own
I could say I love you back, but it would only bring us harm
That's why I'm not gon renounce my independence for your ideal
Why I'm not gon sit around and wait for something real
So don't put it down on me, I put it on myself
Cause if I can't love me, then who the fuck will?

I-I-I-I
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fail to find your heart
I don't wanna fall if I can't get up
I-I-I-I
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fool myself too much
I don't want you, I don't want you cause

You're unforgettable, but one day I'll forget it all
And the only condition for love is it's unconditional
That's when you gon say I changed, and Imma say you ain't
And we can both blame each other for being miserable
I tell you you don't know what you want
While I tell myself I'm noble cause I wanna hold on, but I don't
And you don't seem to believe we should be done
So you call me a coward, and I call you a cunt
Just to convince you to leave, you better run
I can see where it's going, cause we won't always be this young
You'll be flicking the bean in secrecy, I'll be addicted to porn
And whenever we finally fuck neither one of us finna cum
20 Some years of smashing the same hole
We're not two fractions of the same whole, just two crashes on the same road
I hate you enough to cheat, but hate myself way mo' for being faithful
You see, and that's the best case so
I, I, I, I-I
I never wanna be the one to hurt you
I, I, I, I-I
So I gotta desert you to deserve you
I, I, I, I-I
I don't wanna be without you, but I'll learn to
I, I, I, I, I...
Just know I hurt too

I-I-I-I
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fail to find your heart
I don't wanna fall if I can't get up
I-I-I-I
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fool myself too much
I don't want you, I don't want you cause

You fell in love with a man that couldn't love himself
And now that he does, he won't let no one else
Cause if he breaks your heart, then he never breaks the spell
And it's all because, and it's all because of you