Sorry

Now that it's over all I have is apologies
I'm sorry I loved you too much
You couldn't handle the flow of it
Always disappointed every time
You abandoned me
Communication bombarded you
Couldn't respond appropriately

Left my words in suspended air
Trapped in my chest
Every time I held my breath
Waited for you to understand the breadth of my love
I waited for you to meet me in the depths

You were the only one who could ever get
Me to write poetry
And I hated every line
You were the only one

Now that it's over all I have is apologies
I'm sorry I loved you too much
You couldn't handle the flow of it
Always disappointed every time
You abandoned me
Communication bombarded you
Couldn't respond appropriately

I got so sick of getting all my hopes up
That you would eventually come around
To learn my language
Undo the damage
But you took advantage

You were the only one who could ever get
Me to write poetry
And I hated every line
You were the only one

Now that it's over all I have is apologies
I'm sorry I loved you too much
You couldn't handle the flow of it
Always disappointed every time
You abandoned me
Communication bombarded you
Couldn't respond appropriately

I'm so sorry

Now I keep you as my muse
Locked up in my room
Write you all this poetry
That you will never get to read
Got your lyrics in my notes
Trapped your spirit in my phone
Your ghost ain't goin' nowhere