paroles de chanson I'm So Scared - BVNE

I'm so scared
After all
I'm falling for the symbolism feeding in my cynicism
And I'm aware
If I fall
I'm losing all my inner sense
I really cannot picture it at all
I'm so scared
After all
I'm falling for the symbolism feeding in my cynicism
And I'm aware
If I fall
I'm losing all my inner sense
I really cannot picture it at all

Fall away, fall apart now
All I hear is just the beating of my heart now
Pick it up but I don't know where to start now
I got lost looking for change, where's the art now?
Yeah I thought I'd find myself
But I think I strayed away, taking damage to my health
Not intentional but physically I'm not doing well
Falling for the misery disguised as something else
Something that seeps in my skin
Through these cuts and I'm so paper thin now
Maybe someday I'll find my way

Here the cycle comes again
See the feeling is the same
I can't change where I have been
Know I've never been afraid
I just cannot seem to win now
I wanna go, gotta get out

I'm so scared
After all
I'm falling for the symbolism feeding in my cynicism
And I'm aware
If I fall
I'm losing all my inner sense
I really cannot picture it at all
I'm so scared
After all
I'm falling for the symbolism feeding in my cynicism
And I'm aware
If I fall
I'm losing all my inner sense
I really cannot picture it at all

Maybe I'm not built for this
I put myself on a limb and I took the risk
I put my heart and my soul out just to miss
All these years I've been reaching for just one wish
And you wonder who could care
So you take the ones and twos and you just put them air
Feeling life is never fair, so you push yourself to get out
Keep those words inside your head you'll never let out

Just to build up the strain and the pressure you hate, yeah
Find it's easier for you to waste away

Here the cycle comes again
See the feeling is the same
I can't change where I have been
Know I've never been afraid
I just cannot seem to win now
I wanna go, gotta get out

I'm so scared
After all
I'm falling for the symbolism feeding in my cynicism
And I'm aware
If I fall
I'm losing all my inner sense
I really cannot picture it at all
I'm so scared
After all
I'm falling for the symbolism feeding in my cynicism
And I'm aware
If I fall
I'm losing all my inner sense
I really cannot picture it at all