Kor

I can't hide here
In my centres flux of score
It's a shame
As it envelopes me
Ruptures me to my livid core
And I have the audacity to deny it
This is how the soul would bleed
Beating it senseless and clawing my eyes out
In this deception, I feel no better, and give up
Give up and let go now, this is your tiding
The memory it's seeding, yet fleeting and dying and some say
No god nor needle can calm me
Just bane out, what little is left within me
These ephemeral motives
They flux in there score
And all of a sudden
I've lost you again
Oh and in these split spans of ecstasy, I pave some fluid entropy
How dare you
Scream and cry
This is your time
To rise
Out of your core
And live your
Life
Again I flux the motive
Become something livid in turn
Fluctuations in my dedication to spit all over what I have learned
Again I flux the motive
Become something livid in turn
These dry dilutions dull the memory from what I truly want and yearn

All I remember is the monster
A blunt razor to the skin
All fact considered it's not a regret
I cannot feel for fucking hells sake, all I do is I struggle and I grow and take and I burn
And I belittle and I curse at the core
In a meat vessel I don't know whose this mind is

Beating it senseless and clawing my eyes out
In this deception, I feel no better and give up
Give up and let go now
This is my tiding
The memory is seeding
Yet fleeting and dying and some say
No god nor needle can calm me
Just bane out this psycho-serendipity
Wake up, Patty
Act me out a play to have coined her fame
Tell me, Charlie
About the time you lit her up, all insane
It fluxes at core
And all of a sudden
I've lost you again

And in these split spans of ecstasy
I pave some fluid entropy
How dare you
Scream and cry
This is your time
To rise
Out of your core
And live your
Life

The memories, an effigy of everything I was
A sable eyed spectacle to everything before
This cold de facto reason I choosing to abhor
Yet here I am away away away away away away

Having a whale of a time
Making fables my crime
Altercate all the recollect found to break the binds
Out and away from my finds
I'll be counting the time
Betwixt the serendipitous moment now, so fine
I'm licking the wounds not mine
And killing daemons I'm fine
Though I can't tell for the faintest what's a figment of mind
So give me a moment of your time
I tell you how the equine dies
The end comes for us all so stick around kids
My Memories an effigy of the deaden and the gone
But what if a core
I'm goddam broken
Am I me?
Is this mine?
Well not to point fingers with whim less wit but
The finger it fits when pointed at it and it's easy to miss
The rose tint gas lit as wasting my time keeping black mirrors in mind, when the mind that is mine is in steady decline
Hold on, sit tight, never give up as all comes around in the end
It's all a lie

Who am I?
It's all a lie
Who am I?
If it's all a lie
Who am i?
Who am i?

Why
Let
Go
When it all fades out
Fades out
Fades out
Fades out