Valgus

As i betray the midlines
Alter my meridians, I
Reach from this dead and hopeless to
Wallow in my oblivion, I know
This may have been for show

As i feed illusion
Alter my perceptions, I
Can't shake this morbid feeling that
Consummates my deceptions, I know
This may have been for show

I'm your valgus now
Intruding bone and limb
I'm gonna crawl on round
Splinter cut your skin

Oh no i'm dreaming
While i'm awake
In place of screaming
For all the faces that I've loved and lost
And inside
The sweetness of surrogates
It holds tight
The affluence of arrogance
It's broadside
The pain that did reign livid
Now heed my
Catalyst for revolution

I'm your valgus now
Intruding bone and limb
I'm gonna crawl on round
Splinter cut
Your skin

Nightmare narcolepsy
Such a pitiful irony
Nothing to quite say
So i scream silently

Silently

As i betray the midlines
Alter my meridians, I
Can't shake this Morbid feeling and
Wallow in my oblivion
Breaching valgus out of hand
Killing gods and making stands and
Helping me feel more arrogant and
Helping me to understand now

What is right?
What is wrong?
What is weak and
What is gone?
What is mine and
What is strong and
Why the hell's the pain not gone?

I'm your valgus now
Intruding bone and limb
I'm gonna crawl on round
Splinter cut your skin

Nightmare of narcolepsy
Such a pitiful irony
Nothing to quite say
So I scream silently
So I scream silently

Now hold me up to let me down
Tell me why your so profound
With your "life we have it means so much"
The arrogant bullshit ensues in such that i
Moderate in modicums camus son
Cause the existential crisis it never subsides
And all i have left to supersede me
Is on the inside
Now i'm Inside
Now I'm Inside
No, Inside

Can't you see that I'm bitter of the better man
Envious of the latter to the deaded end
Couldn't see that they told me of the upper hand
The ubermench may be viewed as a mad man
Come on back for the encore of the century and cut my skin

You
Be my
Existential madness
Cut my skin like the shylock you fucking are
Upheave my
Vaudevillian veil
Vulnerable to the venerable
Victims visage
This valgus
Cuts like a rending saw
Help me now to moderate in modicums camus' son
By George they can't all be zingers can they?
Oh well
Help me now to moderate in modicums camus' son

Come take a seat, take a load off your mind
As this wholesome dead view is a great way to find your
Wide eyed
Forsaken
To die just like
You were born
It's so crushing
Yet uplifting
Yet i'm yearning
For more
Could you hold me?
Like a razor
Cut my skin
Valgus bone

The madness is gripping and pulling and chipping and cutting me up in the fray
And if you could not, then you couldn't be better that all that I have left to say to your face
Suck me down
This feeling
So profound
It's like velvet
In my blood
But I'm so very angry all the time
Burn it all down
Burn it all down
Burn it all down
Burn it all down

Is it all real?

Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone
Lacerate my old valgus bone