paroles de chanson THIS IS WHAT DEPRESSION FEELS LIKE - De'Andre

Well, now, really
When we go back then to falling in love
And say, "It's crazy," falling
You see, we don't say "rising into love"
There is in it the idea of the fall
And uh
It is, goes back as a matter of fact to extremely fundamental things
That, there is always a curious, tie at some point
Between the fall, and the creation
Taking this ghastly risk
Uh, is the condition of there being life
This my suicide note
I'm finna cut my wrist and cut my throat to find hope
I wanna take some drugs but I can't really find 'em
I'm really feelin' this pain
It isn't feelin' the same
Yeah I know that this shit corny but I'm speakin' the truth
I be feeling all depressed even when you're in the room
I'ma probably need a therapist to be 'way from you
I can't wait til' I'm gone
And maybe then you'll read my mind ho'
Yeah, you know what you do to me
I'm so tired of fake love and the scrutiny
I just wanna feel some love, the thing you pulled from me
I don't wanna feel low, I just wanna feel up
The things that you say really cut me deep
I got my head going over my feet
I know that you don't really know what I mean
But there's been a lotta nights where I'm feelin' suicidal
Nobody knows my pain
I think I wanna die tonight
I can't speak this out loud
So I'ma put it in this song
And I call, on God's phone
But he don't answer at all
Did I fuck, it all up?
I don't know, it's his call
This my suicide note
I tried to take some pills and overdose on my throne
I talked to God he told me this son isn't right though
He told me I gotta push on and read the Bible
I said yes my father I'm gon' live my life now
I know my past and my thoughts it puts me right down
I promise for my pops I'm gonna get this right for you
I'll get this right for you
I'll get this right for you
This my suicide note
I'm feeling better ever since I read the bible
Uh, yeah I'm doing better
Uh, I'm doing better
Oh, God, yeah I'm doing better
That's quite mad because you see
It's letting things get out of control
All sensible people keep things in control
Watch it, watch it, watch it
Security? Vigilance? Watch it. Police? Watch it
Guards? Watch it. Who's going to watch the guards?