paroles de chanson No Words - Eon Zero

Look, I ain't gonna lie 'bout my situation
I ain't here to be breaking apart your reputation
But I'm confused what you asked me
Sittin' I'm trippin and thinking about what the past could be
How you say you love me just to tear me apart
Say that you want me around and leave me inside the dark
You probably think that I'm pathetic and speak down on my name
I've been sending you flowers thinking reality changed
But you ignoring every call and you don't look what I post
And I've been looking for your name in my story but you ghost
I've been drowning just to speak or I've been doing the most
But I feel broken because your steping out all over my hopes

I think you got it twisted, I don't you back
I hope you reminiscing flip when you think 'bout that
You've been spittin on our grave, on some fuck you shit
Now I'm numb to my world and I can't feel shit
So what the fuck do you want, could you be honest with me
I'm feeling dumb as fuck like, what the problem could be
And now I hate sleeping 'cause I see yo face
And I don't want dream now, I just wanna escape
I never hurt you just to hurt you, who do you think that I am?
I'm just growing as a person learning to be a man
You got me petty and praying this is all fictional
I don't hate who I am but hate myself for missing you
And all these pretty little fears stuck inside my brain
Like you carved them with a knife just to sign your name
And how I wanna react but this pain won't fade
And I don't wanna react and all this pain won't fade FUCK

And I don't wanna react, I don't want to react (Oh, no)
Don't wanna react (No, oh), this pain won't fade away
This pain won't fade away, and this pain won't fade away (Oooh)

I let you go, you disappear because you needed your space
You said you need me in your life, and do not lie to face
I got my shit together, I know you running in place
And I did everything to fix it, How the fuck does it taste?
Yes I say I miss you but you treated me wrong
I put my heart out on a page, gave it to you in a song
And I've been asking God to make the memories fade
I'm praying daily that I don't have to remember your face
Wish I could hurt you like you hurt me, but I wouldn't go through it
And I won't let another close, 'cause I'm afraid I'ma lose it
I hope it's hard for you to sleep but I won't be that man
I just try to do my best til' my sufferin ends
Left me without a reason, Don't come back with excuses
Don't you ever call my phone, swear you think I'm stupid
You gave me so much to remember that I cannot pretend
I didn't just lose my girl I lost my closest friend
But you manipulated me, and how it get that bad
How I feel I lost something, that I never did have
And judging me for my mental health, that's honestly strange
'Cause true love will find a way to really understand pain
And honestly, I hope you good and can find your way
Just leave me out the picture so I find my pace
Just upset I let this affect my health
I'm not mad I lost you I'm I lost myself
I guess your true colors show when you exposing yourself
I'll be like every other man that you set on a shelf
But that's between you and God so I pray you forgiven
I wanna smile because it happened, but I wish that it didn't
(Didn't Didn't Didn't)

And I don't wanna react, I don't want to react (Oh, no)
Don't wanna react (No, oh), this pain won't fade away
This pain won't fade away, and this pain won't fade away (Oooh)

It's not right, I wanna hate you so bad, just, just leave me alone