No Cause

So bored yet so worn out hidden in the waters
Disdain me kick me out just like your others
Couldn't be bothered by the one who needed help
I thought I lost it all until I lost myself

I don't know what is real
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I am still
Running in circles, can I please disappear? (please disappear)
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear (blinded by fear)

Exhausted from my thoughts foreign aggression
Feels like I'm being watched by your impression
I know it's hard to live without any expression
Remember that your pain can function like a weapon

I don't know what is real
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I am still
Running in circles, can I please disappear? (please disappear)
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear (blinded by fear)

Why do you still look so surprised?
No matter how many times I try
Time and time again I fall
Lies
Why do you still look so surprised?
No matter how many times I try
Time and time again I fall behind

I think-I think I'm falling asleep
I pretend that I am free
So keep your distance from me
Not who you want me to be

So fucking worthless
So undefined
So fucking helpless
When will I thrive?

I don't know what is real
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I am still
Running in circles, can I please disappear? (please disappear)
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear (blinded by fear)

I don't know what is real
I don't know what I feel
Tell me why I don't heal
Tell me why I am still
Running in circles, can I please disappear? (please disappear)
Looking for purpose while I'm blinded by fear (blinded by fear)