Split Decisions

I'm just a pawn in this game
Scarred from all the times I lost
Seems like every road leads to shame
When I reach the end what'll be the cost

My soul is crying out to be free
Looking in the mirror I see me
I realize that's all you've ever seen
Never had a chance and that's all I've ever been

I'm alive just to say I love you
You're not there as I spoke I'm through
I'm so gone left in the dark
Nowhere left for me to embark

I could handle everything else that's true
But I can't handle losing you
I'm already dead just don't know it yet
Split decisions going through my head

I know you can't wait until I'm gone
So I'll be quick with this last song
The day I met you I knew you were the one
I won't burden you anymore won't be long

Split decisions
Split decisions
Split decisions
Split decisions
I'm so far gone

I'm just a pawn in this game
Scarred from all the times I lost
Seems like every road leads to shame
When I reach the end what'll be the cost

My soul is crying out to be free
Looking in the mirror I see me
I realize that's all you've ever seen
Never had a chance and that's all I've ever been

I'm alive just to say I love you
You're not there as I spoke I'm through
I'm so gone left in the dark
Nowhere left for me to embark

I could handle everything else that's true
But I can't handle losing you
I'm already dead just don't know it yet
Split decisions going through my head

I know you can't wait until I'm gone
So I'll be quick with this last song
The day I met you I knew you were the one
I won't burden you anymore won't be long